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Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

If that's what you think, don't disrespect him by trying to brush off how fucked up it is.

It sucks.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

The whole thing sucks.

[ quiet, steelly. ]

It more than sucks. I've only gotten one of these things that don't involve some mention of dying or death or feeling like you don't even belong in your own body and -

I've thought about it so much. I don't want to cry about it anymore, but it's not like I can do anything about it or to fix it or - [ he shakes his head, breath coming out in a puff. ]

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

. . .

[mind empath theater. Unholy bro going thru it. Sad??? So sad not sad anymore??? fucked up. bad.]

. . .

[reaches through the exchange hatch and just, pats his hand. There there dot broom jpeg but with like, hands.]

You don't gotta cry. Just don't bury it.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

[ that surprises him and he looks up with a start, smiles a little and looks down - specifically at the palm that the fortune teller had looked at with a breath- ]

I'm not. I don't think I can not really. And even if it was short, this one was so much worse than time anyway - the fear-

[ he shakes his head ] But I can't - I don't want to focus on the sad parts. If I do that, I won't be able to look at another one of these again and both of them deserve to hear their stories told and I'm sure they don't want to just be a sad memory.

Because I don't want to be a sad memory either.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

[he's making an attempt!! he huffs]

What, you think your existence might be swapped out next?

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

[ blinks he shakes his head ]

No. Just that - if something happened tomorrow - I'd want people to think about happier moments? I don't know. I can't explain it exactly. But focusing on "they died and it sucks a lot," feels worse then "they were so loved".

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

. . .

Hah. Well, anyone throwin' a party with that many fuckers there had to be loved a hell of a lot.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

Right? A little jealous, honestly. I can't even imagine it.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

. . .?

Do you wanna throw a party?

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

[ opens mouth, closes mouth. ]

I meant... having that many people care enough to come.

I tried doing something for the other teens when I first got on ship, but I've never thrown a real party or been to one before the ship.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

Well, no better time than the present to try yeah?

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

If I threw one you'd be required to come.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

I'd be there in spirit! S'my idea, after all.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

You're going to be there - that's nonnegotiable.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

Hooh, still think they're letting me outta this place?

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

I think the Showmaster has a freakish amount of power, yes. Or if the Ticketmaster does what she plans me getting you out isn't off the table but you'd have to like.... agree to no murder spree. Please.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

Hah. . .?

You talked to the ticket master about this?

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

about the whole.... vision powers becoming real thing, I mean?

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

Aaah, right. Do hope she can help ya with that.




Buuuut can't promise the no killing thing. I think I killed a guard like, yesterday. Shouldn't have been lookin' over my shoulder.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

Murder self-defense, okay. Murder fun, bad. Please.


[ but only if he gets him out so it's a good thing that's not him ]

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

[hold please, he's considering it.

if the murder is part of business or a pact is that bad??? also technically maiming is not murder right? right???]

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

[ hELP ]


Any murder that is not to help protect yourself or others is generally bad, yes.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

.............

Lemme sleep on it.

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[restitui]

[ deep sigh this is the best he was getting]


... Okay.



[ after a moment his hand is on a piece of paper. ]

I have one more, but apparently - you have to see it first and tell me about it. So it's, like, totally fine I can ask someone else to look at it but...

Re: EARLY ON THE NIGHT OF REMINISCENCE

[brother_nature]

[he has very important people to kill okay!! but tilts his head, curious]

. . .?

Ain't ever seen a vision like that. Gimme.

[gestures for it through the opening.]